Tuesday, April 21, 2009

VON: it shakes again

A:it was shaking!!
B: what?
A: earthquake...
B:where??
A: my room...
B: u serious??
A: well, abit oni la... cant see anything shaking... oni can feel it..
B: always liddat ar??
A: not too often la... a few times lo...
B: scared onot??
A: wont scared wan la...
B: ya ar?? but sounds scary lo...
A: oni the first time felt scared la..
B: first time?? den how??
A: tat time i ngam ngam woke up... den felt tat the bed's shaking abit.. but u noe la.. just woke up.. abit blur blur oso... den took some time to confirm the feeling of earthquake..
B: har?? need to confirm lagi ar??
A: yala.. cz tat time actually wondering is because i just woke up or wat ma....
B: den??
A: den ar.... i was thinking wat shd i do if it continues shaking lo... no experience ma... mana tau wat to do wo??
B: aiyo... if really big earthquake den how??
A: hmm... according to the earthquake guidance given by uni.... hide under the table lo... need to protect the head not to be knocked lo...
B: so at least they teach u wat to do oso la...
A: no ar... they din really teach or wat... it's oni written on a small small piece of paper...
B: oh... den after the first time... second time n so on not scared ady ar??
A: cz the first time wasn't serious... so the second time n later on not scared lo...
B: icic


wondering if u find it interesting to read the incident in this way.. but all of a sudden, i just had the idea to share it in such way.. btw, it was really shaking (abit oni la) around 7pm (japan's time) just now...

VON: Brain stucked!!

after joining some clubs n society stuff in the uni, we had dinner together.... i'm the oni Gaijin(foreigner) in the club...good!! good!! can practise jap again!!!!

but i wonder what happen to my brain at that time.... at 1st, i stil can talk to them with my not so fluent jap... but... after a little while..... my brain stucked!!!! i couldn't express wat i wanna say in jap...i tried very hard to converse in jap, sharing about 'mamak stall' with them... but i cant even rmb how to say "youngsters often/like to go to mamak stall." cham liao la T_T such a simple sentense "若者はよく行く" (wakamono wa yoku iku.) in the end i used english... sigh.....another poor thing: eng oso tak boleh pakai

i was switching to eng but at that time all the vocab appeared are in jap... wat situation is tat!?!?
jap vocab with eng grammar... sigh.... n even so, it's not the proper eng grammar but the broken ones.... argh!!!!

but luckily these new jap frens are nice n were patient to wait for my broken languages....

Monday, April 20, 2009

YUN: yummy..

good outing with sis @ Leo's cafe, AU2^^
Top Ten Award 十大青年
(Kiwi flavor mixed Fruits and Crystal Lychee)

Ordinary Iced Lemon Tea


Encholato
(Steaming hot Lep's enriched coffee, shower over a chilling cold Italian mint gelato)




Soup of the day



Blackcurrent Crispy Chicken Wings 黑加仑脆皮鸡翅膀
(Deep fried oriental crispy chicken wings with blackcurrent & seasame seed)



Chiken Char Siew
(Bucket rice with chicken char siew, "tung choy" & egg julienne)


Ordinary Fried Chicken steak




Buttermilk Seafood Yee Mee 奶油海鲜伊面
(HK style Yee mee, prawns, crap meat and classic "pak choy", topped with buttermilk sauce in a hot pan)


~Yummy~



Saturday, April 18, 2009

VON: 1st week of the sem... ADD OIL!!!

finally, my 2 months ++ holiday ended.....new sem started on 10th April... isn't it weird to start uni on a friday??? but well, my friday's class start only one week later than that... haha... so a few more days for my holiday... but that doesn't make any big difference though.... life is stil the same as before....

my very first class of the sem is the intensive japanese language class held at Surugadai campus (which takes me around 40 mins to reach there) on tuesday.... since it's the first class and there're some new comers, we're asked to do self intro....next, in the evening.... korean class... well, i was hesitating to take that class onot... as i'm supposed to polish my jap in japan n not to learn a new language here...but after some consideration, i'd finally decided to take the language... ADD OIL!!!

wed, took 2 jap classes: japanese expression (writing) and japanese expression (speaking)... both classes are taught by a famous lecturer in japan... hmm... she's strict to exchange students.. dun give face wan... and these classes are taken together with japanese students... actually abit pressure la... dun think my level is that good to understand the class yet... but well, i'll take it as a challange... ADD OIL!!!

thursday....a tiring day.... had intensive jap class again with a different lecturer, therefore, need to do self intro again, to the same classmates but different lecturer..... 9.10am - 12.00nn with a 15 mins break at the interval, need to rush to Izumi campus for the following classes (takes at least 35 mins on train to commute between the 2 campuses)... no lunch for the day.... the next class start at 1pm.....the lecture for "language n culture" was so crowded... there wasn't enuf seats.... some of the ppl attended the class by standing at whereever they can....(this reminds me of Perijaya Tuition Centre... during the intensive seminar...... we'd experienced sitting at the corridoor for the history(if i'm not mistaken) class...) next, a seminar class about translation... it was written on the 'pro-forma' that only 12 students will be accepted for the seminar... but in the end, there're 18 students who registered for it... and we have a nice lecturer who accepted all of us... TQ Ms Otsuka!!! again, we're asked to do self intro!!! hmm.. really sick of it....but stil, i cant rmb the other seminar-mate's name.. none of them... anyway, during the seminar, we're asked to translate 2 eng sentences into jap... and that shows how bad my jap is.... my answer was so much different.. or i can say it's totally different from the japanese students' answer.... sigh... because, with my current level, i can oni do direct translation, but not translating it with the jap language culture into it....well, ADD OIL!!!

fri, had intensive jap class again, with another different lecturer... cant rmb if we're asked to do self intro onot....i was just too tired to recall it... weird.... i was just so tired for the whole day though i'm pretty sure that i had enuf sleep....so after class, went for lunch with my classmates who came frm korea n france at the cafeteria at 17th floor of Liberty Tower, Meiji Uni, then go back home, sleep.... in the evening, went back to campus again for a welcome party for "Campus Mate".... it's nice to get to know more ppl there... but it's super expensive.... 1000yen (around RM37) but ate oni some fried rice n a cup of juice..... but well, can noe more ppl, can prac jap more, worth la...better than going to izakaya (jap style restaurant) where need to pay for around 3000yen for 2 hours where u can drink wateva u want on the menu... n it's mostly alcoholic drink.....met with some 1st year jap students who wanna learn eng or chinese... alot of them were so surprise that i can speak chinese, eng, malay, cantonese, hakka n jap....haha... long time din speak so much jap in a single day (actually it was oni 2 hours)... my jap's not fluent yet, but improved quite alot compared to 7 months ago... so, ADD OIL!!!

after the first week, i can foresee that the workload for the classes are quite heavy... no pain, no gain.. i'll have to put alot of effort to polish up my jap in the remaining 3 months ++ here... ADD OIL!! ADD OIL!! ADD OIL!!!


p/s: add oil means 加油 in chinese or 頑張る in japanese (for those who don't understand)

VON: 反省

到底要维系一段情谊,要的是啥??

我很想说:钱,也是需要的。。。

跟友人一起出去,不是要花钱吗??就算不吃不喝,交通费总需要吧。。。

然后呢??嗯。。。要投机吧。。。话不投机半句多嘛。。。
唉,现在是怎样??为啥我跟同年龄的人在一起,能聊的话,真得很少。。。
来了日本也已经7个月有多。。在学校,聊的总是一些跟大马有关的话题啦,不然就是在日本怎样怎样。。。可是如果要像日本人之间那样聊,真的很难。。语言的差异、文化的差异等。。。
来了日本那么久,日文还不是说得很流利。。。说真的,很惭愧。。。

语言不通,那就算了。。那跟语言通的人呢??应该能沟通得很好了吧。。。
可是看看我跟身边的人,有吗??
沟通不好的时候,我会忍不住想,是我的问题吗??
可是沟通是双方的。。那么对方就完全没问题了吗??
我想了很多,想了很久,也分析过发生过的事情。。。
我很想说:问题在于我。。。

当中有些事情,我真的不想去想,可是我无法忽略掉。。只是说,现在一切都风平浪静,我不想把事情拿出来讲,真的不想破坏现有的平衡点。。。所以,我选择了无视。。只是,我真的可以说我无所谓吗??很矛盾。。真的很矛盾。。

有的时候会觉得,我在那个圈子里是多余的,有我与否,好像也没什么分别。。这么说起来,自己都会觉得可悲。。这现象是什么时候开始的呢??我不知道。。真得是那样子的吗??我不知道。。我只知道,我的感觉是这样。。。不是一次,而是有好几次相似的事情发生了,让我不能不这样想。。。某次某人向我道歉了,虽然那句“sorry”怎么听都没诚意,可是还是让原本有点介意的我再次选择忘掉。。不开心的事还是忘了比较好,不是吗??只不过,那某人为什么要道歉呢??因为她真的觉得她做的事情伤害了我吗??而其他在场的人也觉得那句sorry来的莫名其妙,我都一笑置之,真的不想说出来,说了,只会令场面变得尴尬。。还是不说了。。

这件事情,我真的很想很想忘掉,真的不想再想,可是类似的事情发生以后,而且是若无其事的样子,我真的希望是我想太多,多么希望是我自己太敏感,希望不是我一厢情愿的在维系着这段情谊。。。

如果有一天,这个平衡点被破坏了,大家有可能会撕破脸。。。万一那天真的来了,我还是想对圈内的人说,谢谢你们。。。。之前在一起的回忆并不是造假的。。。而快乐的事我还是会放在心底。。。

Friday, April 17, 2009

YUN: 失去的不能重来,只能把握现在,张望未来 。。

今天跟朋友拿“手指”去transfer photo。开了一看,哇塞,一大堆的相片。从大学一年级AMY的生日庆生到至今最新的KTV聚会+庆生派对,林林总总。但自己有份参与的,又有几个?
一路以来,不是不知道自己在班上的融合度是缺乏的,但不像今天这般的,对着一张又一张过去自己缺席的照片,那么血淋淋地被解剖开来。。连自己都不认识这般“灰色”的淑云。
唉。。
不,不,不。。不能酱子,要知道失去的不能重来,只能把握现在,张望未来。。
淑云,加油吧~

Thursday, April 16, 2009

YUN: 真没想到。。

很久没在戏院里掉眼泪了,最前一次应是两年前吧,看《The Car》..



今天看《Confessions of a Shopaholic》竟然会看到掉眼泪。这不是部浪漫喜剧吗?



真没想到。。
自己是个眼浅的人。。

Thursday, April 9, 2009

YUN: ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU, smuaks~

想不到在大学生涯里,能认识到..


Animal team: Yoong (dugong),Richard (flower horn king kong),Tracy (penguin), and Ian (silent dog)




Gals’ club: Yook (whereby I under her control, pity..), Fang (responsible class rep), Yan Qiu (our SUAR—“sand”), and Karine (our AH LONG)

Genius group (as what Paul claimed themselves is,true anot, questionable^^): 从容不迫的Katie, 打游戏机打不sien 的Boon Yong, 打不死精神的William, and my aiya only one-- Paul



Our class couple: Helen & Jim; 喜欢看mm 的Shawn, 和我同样都是山羊座的Eric; and our Jenny^^

ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU and LOVE U GUYS, smuaks~

VON: recruitment week

finally, my holiday's coming to the end............uni gonna start again...yes.. finally..... can't recall wat i've done during this 2 months' holiday....



for the past few days... i was involved in recruitment for campus mate (something like a society which both international students n japanese students meet n befriend n stuff....) being kepoh and nth to do at home... i went there but not really 'recruiting' but sit there only while Ichi and the rest doing the explaining to the 1st year... my role is just to let the japanese students to have the 'feeling' of speaking english and/or chinese with a foreigner....haha... kinda easy job..




but.... when i met with a 1st year...... when he knew my age... he said that i'm an adult to him.... sigh.... i'm just 23 ok... adult???? hmm.... cz he's stil 19 ma..... so not an adult yet lo..... sigh...... made me felt i'm so old..... sad la....

Saturday, April 4, 2009

YUN: all of us muz happie everyday o..


Have a great dine out with Utar classmates at Gobi (nearby Cheras)..






all of us had finally done our viva presentation in dis week.. and is katie's bufdae, so celebrate both happiness^^





(though v had "informally" ate katie's bufdae cake in uni campus in few weeks ago^^)







~all of us muz happie everyday o~

Friday, April 3, 2009

YUN: thanks to my other 3 team members-- shawn, eric & chun..

Huraih.. dats end the viva presentation today..




Quite satisfied on wat v had done for the viva.. do slides, edit slides, predict wat questions/ areas that might be asked, stay back day by day to pratice de slides (though juz 3days, juz more than enuf for our these type of last minute kaki^^).. woa.. v had done our best to have a satisfied viva presentation..



Thanks to my other 3 team members-- shawn, eric & chun.. well done!